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12月23日 Silly dayYest was the silliest day ever....ya...days are silly too..jsu like they are lousy, bad, worst, terrible and even horrible!
Warning: Read further only if u have no other waty to spend ur time!
Since its Christmas time, i thot i wud give my frnds a hand made (rather a comp made) bookmark...but as usual..i cant get anythng dun in life simply, jus like dat.there is jus no simple way for me to get thngs dun..
so it started wid my makin the bookmark on coreldraw. that was dun jus fine
as i dnt have a printer at home, i had two options, either to go out n get the bookmarks printed, or get them printed at raghu, wer my dads office is situated...i dedcided to get it dun outside as there is no net at dads offcie..n my comp didnt have Nero installed (had formatted the PC)..also the USb drivers were not workin in my PC for sum odd reason...n so i decided to go out n get them printed..
as i was abt to leave, granny reminded me to get sum veggies n sum biscuits foe her to eat...i got the veggies, forgot the biscuits...so decided to make bhajiyas for her...it was now already 730 in the evening..not much time in hand to get the printing thng dun...and ya...mom too calss...n we have a tiff n she is upset ...makin me a bit upset too..but i sa-nevermind..lets get the stuff printed...n ya..had to get a gift for a frnd as i was her secret santa...
as i went to the first printing place, the guy said he had no interent..fine..i wnet to the other guy..this guy had internet so yayyy!! but hey, he didnt ahve a color printer!!!wow..
i went to the third fella...n guess wat, he too didnt have the printer! coincidence?? naah..the guy at the fourth printing palce told me there was a raid in the locality n so all color printers were taken away!! grt...
now wat?? i ecide to get a few photopapers(they are thick papers, wud be gud for bookmark)..n a blank cd n try to get the cd written sumhow at home n then go to dads office.. n not to forget i still had to buy a gift for teh frnd..i cum hme again arnd 830...trying my luc..mom called again..i tell her m goin to offcie in 10mins...again a tif....yeha..now m real upset..but try to find the Nero cd...but no luck..bro arrives,yayy..sum help..but he too cant find the cd...m real pissed now...its already arnd 9 now...i tell bro to leave it...get a bit rdue too as m real pissed now..leave the house to get the gift..wen bro calls up..he says that the cd is dun....so i wait downstairs for him to cum n give it to me...but he doesnt cum for a long time..everythgn goin bad..i feel like crying sitting on one of the various bikes parked downstairs..n wow..to top it all...dad cums thru the gate..i try to hide the upcoming tears...but dad asks wat happened, y u crying..n leh...the tears start spilling...explain stuff to him..tellin him that i even shouted at bro..he must not have eaten anythng after cumin hme n is doin my work....
well he goes upstairs n calls me up too..there i find bro is copying the stuff on a floppy!!1 wow..like y cudnt i think of using a floppy first????
anywya..so we leave, bro n me to go to the office...bro gets the first print of the bookmark..as a trial n told me to chk if all was fine..i tell him cool..get 3 more pages printed...while i go get the gift....i thot..wow now all is goin to be fien..the bad parts of the day are all over with..
but hey no!!...still to cum...after i got the gift...i go to bro to see the prinouts..he has printed all the pages...grt m happy that the day is fianlly ending well....but as he is shuttign the comp i realise...i hav misspelt the word Merry as Meery in teh bookmark...
well..i tell myself..no probs chalega...but then dad calls up n tells me to sms him a contact no. of a guy form a diary of his..i say fine..n then i conviently forget....now dad is pissed as it is urgent..he calls up n asks me wer is the..so i hurriedly open up his diary n give him the landline no. dat i saw...
now i m really relieved..no probs anymore really..but nooo..dnt even thnk abt it...he calls again..he had the landlien no...he wanted the cell no wich i had overlooked! fien....!!
now dat bro,mom n myself reached hoem at 10.45 i m really tired n so we sit to eat...now m really happy that i will go to sleep..
dad had told bro to get a photocopy of a few pages at office from the 3in1 printer...but bro forgot to photocopy a page!!
so we bro n myself are ready to go to office again at 11.30 coz dad really needs the photocopy early morning...but dad wakes up n doesnt let us go...
finally i go to sleep wid burnign ithcing eyes..
the next morn..have a nice start..m glad ..n m not late for the first time!!
jus on reaching the college i realise...i had forgotten to keep the gift for my friend in my bag!!!!!
cudnt stop feeling sad:((((...not a great start to the day again!!
anyway..if at all u read ALL of this, wow....
silly day na? 12月18日 The grass on the other sideWhy is it that always...u want what u dnt have??
when i was a kid..i waiting to grow up, as i believed that grown ups dont have anythgn do to sicne they dnt have to STUDY!!..n now..well, is there anythng better than goin to school??
wen i have xams on head..i make plans for the vacs...n man, wat plans!!! but hey..wen the vacs cum n go, n hardly anythng from the list of to-dos is accomplished!
wen i m home all day long, i feel like going out sumwer for a whole day...n a whole day out makes me home sick!
but anyway, thngs/events happening in moderation are always welcome...the extremes are difficult to handle..
but if if u dnt experience one extreme, u dnt cum to value the other....
maybe i guess one will never be always happy wid the state one is in....
so ya...i jus gotta wait for the vacs maybe to join the salsa classes;)..n really hope that the plan doesnt fail this time! surely i wud spend the vacs longing for the impossible....for the college to re-open:( 12月6日 Re-livingJust a thought..that crosses my mind many a times...
We live, we make mistakes, we learn from them, we smile, we laugh, we cry, we hurt others, otehrs hurt us, we dance with joy, we weep with pain...there is simply soooooo much we go through every single day...
These days, when i see kids playing carelessly in the gorunds, racing on their bicycles, playing hopskotch, running around, i miss those days.. But, most importantly, i realise that there were certain things that i did nto understand as a kid, but understand now. n so i feel maybe now that i understand them, it wpuld be nice to live those moments again in that understanding.
Maybe i could have been a more 'people's person' at school if i m given a second chance, coz now i m no more that girl who shys away from any new person i come acros. maybe i would have joined those hobby classes and developed my skills further...there are many thgns i wud/cud have done better...
But obviously, there are no second chances in life...
But what if, You live one life, u learn watver life teaches u, n then go back to live a 'perfect life' again...double living...with the secodn life being perfect!
well..Naah...given a chance, the second life too, i wudnt live as perfectly...wats the fun in living without any mistakes, anyway???
M back!Looooong Time...have been 'not'blogging'...was out of time/ideas.mood...watever...
now m planning to be backk..
at least one entry toh sure;) |
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